i hope everybodys new years was fantastic. i know mine was! wooh! im kinda excited to start this year its like ive cleaned my slate of last years mishaps and now im gonna make this year awesome! ill be turning seventeen in February. ive been looking forward to this birthday!!! mostly because its my favorite number. so im not so big on new year resolutions. but hey. i thought ill try it out this year see how it goes.
first off.

1. i wanna lose some weight. because as much as everyone says size dont matter. it does. we all know this. but thats ok because i just want to be happier with myself.

2. i need to do better in school. this is the start of my future. i have real problems in math and chemistry. its bad. but im gonna try to do better in both.

3. i want to learn how to trust people. not everyone in this world is bad and lie all the time. ever since my abuse its just been to hard. i feel like everyone is going to turn against me and thats no way to live a life. so im going to try to trust more and not doubt them so much.

4. next. i wanna stop smoking. i dont smoke everyday or even once a week. but when i do smoke i smoke a lot. so i plan to stop that. because smoking is nasty.

5. i wanna get back into soccer or something. maybe dance like hip hop or break dancing. i just want to be active. sitting home doing nothing is no fun. lol.

6. lastly i want to write more. i have kinda been slacking on my own stuff like my story ive been working on and my poems because i have creative writing so im always writing poems. but i need to do better on those poems and then just write on my own.


well thanks for reading. lets hear yours!!
and i hope you all have a wonderful year!!!